Lesson: Never ever leave a digital trace

It was 6:31 AM, a typical sluggy morning only March Sundays can bring. Her eyes slowly squinted to the crystal sun rays that sniped through the dark red curtains. She had a very bad night last night, which she hopes to get over sooner. “Bitch! Bitch bloody bitch!”, she snorted still having her tooth brush loaded mouthful. Something stood heavy in her mind, clogging all her thoughts and also her skin pores since she has not removed any of her acrylics since last night. So, to freshen herself up with some morning air, she thought some jogging should help. Though it was the last thing any girl will do on Sundays. Her bestie would be there before long, who she thinks is the only resort to help her over the hard trauma. Before she could smell some fresh brew of madras filter coffee from her kitchen, her phone rang to an annoying tone, that which she has set to one annoying person, who has made her last night really annoying.

“What the fuchk do you want now Lakshmi?”, she stormed, also while making sure her mom doesn’t get to listen her uttering the F word again.

“I have a fuchhing serious discussion to make shweta,” Lakshmi politely answered from the other end, “Ready yourselves to listen”

“What the fugg?”, shweta tried to act cool, “are you like from always annoying holy grail or something..”

“Listen to me before..”

“Why would I fugggng listen to you? Who the f*sh in the pond are you”?

“You shall focging check your mail. Your shweta213motwani@gmail.com ID”, lakshmi silenced sheweta in an instance. It was like an orchestrated silence in her side. “Get to read the whole mail and then call me. You will. And make sure we three meet this evening at our MG road coffee day”

Beeeped off her phone. Bewildered what in the fish in the pond in the mail she has sent her, Shweta grabbed her Mac Book Air, Actually that which belongs to Arjun, but shweta has taken refuge of the ultra slim machine ever since they both strongly fell in love. So this Mac here is kind of token of Love. Token of trust may be.

The fish in the pond mail:

23:40, 11 Mar – Luxy: Arjuuuuuuunn
23:41, 11 Mar – Arjun: What a surprise..
23:41, 11 Mar – Arjun: You texting me first..
23:41, 11 Mar – Luxy: Yes I did 🙂
23:41, 11 Mar – Luxy: Was talking about u to my friend this evening.. 🙂
23:42, 11 Mar – Arjun: Oh did your friend get impressed??
23:42, 11 Mar – Luxy: Hahaha ya.. Suddenly ur topic came into my mind
23:43, 11 Mar – Arjun: Hmmmmm so you missed me??
23:43, 11 Mar – Luxy: Lol yes
23:44, 11 Mar – Arjun: So, how good looking is your friend who’s impressed now??
23:49, 11 Mar – Luxy: Endhada?
23:49, 11 Mar – Arjun: Nothin..
23:49, 11 Mar – Arjun: Ok tell me.. What did you say her
23:50, 11 Mar – Luxy: Told her I used to have a huge crush on u 🙂
23:54, 11 Mar – Arjun: Oh only that huh??
00:02, 12 Mar – Luxy: Yes! What else will I tell her you think ?
00:02, 12 Mar – Arjun: Tell her how in the world you didn’t think I’ll come for you
00:03, 12 Mar – Arjun: Tell her about your study time in terrace
00:03, 12 Mar – Arjun: Tell her how you faked your phone calls
00:03, 12 Mar – Luxy: Hahaha remembering 🙂
00:04, 12 Mar – Luxy: Absolutely fake calls
00:04, 12 Mar – Luxy: Coz when daylight goes I can no longer be in terrace and sit with book ..
00:04, 12 Mar – Luxy: Only way out is attending calls
00:04, 12 Mar – Arjun: Oh.. so why did you spend time after dark? Were u waiting fr someone to appear?
00:05, 12 Mar – Luxy: U made me go mad da
00:05, 12 Mar – Luxy: How much I have cried oh God..
00:05, 12 Mar – Arjun: Jus instead of crying to god, why didn’t you just come to me?
00:06, 12 Mar – Arjun: Why didn’t you just come tell me that..
00:09, 12 Mar – Luxy: I thought u don’t give a damn about me
00:10, 12 Mar – Arjun: I thought of you the same
00:10, 12 Mar – Luxy: U were all I think of for a year and a half..
00:11, 12 Mar – Luxy: God how life changes and takes wild turns..
00:12, 12 Mar – Luxy: U have no clue about the madness
00:12, 12 Mar – Luxy: I was mad about u.. I can’t even tell u how much..
00:12, 12 Mar – Arjun: No. you shall tell me
00:14, 12 Mar – Luxy: I have dreamt of getting to know u.. talk atleast once.. 🙂
00:16, 12 Mar – Arjun: Only to talk?
00:18, 12 Mar – Luxy: Ya, talk, get to know u.. above all to be urs and all that Cinderella love
00:19, 12 Mar – Luxy: U didn’t bother even to make an attempt
00:21, 12 Mar – Arjun: I made so many
00:21, 12 Mar – Luxy: When?
00:21, 12 Mar – Luxy: Liar
00:22, 12 Mar – Arjun: I appeared in terrace for you
00:22, 12 Mar – Arjun: I had to walk my dog near your home, even though my dog hates your street,  just to see you.. to get a glimpse of you..
00:23, 12 Mar – Arjun: But once you left your balcony after seeing me..
00:24, 12 Mar – Arjun: So I concluded you were not interested
00:25, 12 Mar – Arjun: And your frequent phone calls made me certify that you were committed to someone else
00:25, 12 Mar – Arjun: And the best of the best part is..
00:25, 12 Mar – Arjun: I didn’t know your name
00:26, 12 Mar – Luxy: Really da? U really didn’t know my name then?
00:26, 12 Mar – Luxy: Then how did u find me on fb?
00:27, 12 Mar – Arjun: I know your college. So I graph searched in Facebook.. after many failed attempts, I came up with a pretty looking girl in a profile pic..
00:28, 12 Mar – Arjun: And that pretty girl magically happened to be you. And that’s how I found you
00:28, 12 Mar – Luxy: Really? But just randomly u found me?
00:28, 12 Mar – Arjun: Yes!
00:29, 12 Mar – Arjun: Ok. Why am I the only one confessing here? What about you? U got nothing to tell me about how and what or something like that in our saga..
00:30, 12 Mar – Luxy: Hahaha… my love letter I wrote.. 🙂
00:30, 12 Mar – Arjun: Really? U didn’t give me yet..
00:30, 12 Mar – Luxy: 😦 I burnt it coz I knew u wouldn’t love me back..
00:30, 12 Mar – Arjun: How in the world can you assume I am so?
00:31, 12 Mar – Arjun: but when I found u in fb, the first thing I noticed is u were seeing someone.. and I kinda had a bad heart ache..
00:31, 12 Mar – Luxy: Poda liar.. Even u said u had a girl friend?
00:31, 12 Mar – Luxy: So I also somewhere felt bad 😦
00:32, 12 Mar – Arjun: I said that way coz you said me u have a bf, so I told u, but..
00:39, 12 Mar – Luxy: But? What?
00:32, 12 Mar – Arjun: But I lied you.. I didn’t have a gf, I said u so, so to know more about u..
00:39, 12 Mar – Luxy: You goose..
00:39, 12 Mar – Arjun: And I wanted to confess one more thing..
00:39, 12 Mar – Luxy: what now?
00:40, 12 Mar – Arjun: I love you
00:41, 12 Mar – Luxy: Oh god! Arjun.. are you drunk?
00:41, 12 Mar – Luxy: I hear from your friends that you’re seeing Shweta.. I thought you two are..
00:42, 12 Mar – Arjun: No baby, I hid my love for you all these days, I still cannot speak to you like we are just friends.. I really love you..
00:42, 12 Mar – Arjun: No.. Shweta and I are friends now.. that’s a big story I’ll tell you that later..
00:43, 12 Mar – Arjun: And do you rmbr that one fine day.. You came out to your terrace
00:44, 12 Mar – Luxy: 🙂 no?
00:44, 12 Mar – Arjun: You were fresh out of bath.. Wearing your school uniform.. just tops and you were drying your hair..
00:45, 12 Mar – Luxy: Hahaha oh my God..
00:47, 12 Mar – Arjun: I didn’t know you did it for me..
00:48, 12 Mar – Luxy: aww.. I really was that flirty mad on you those days..
00:48, 12 Mar – Luxy: I wonder what else did you notice on me? Oh god..
00:49, 12 Mar – Arjun: Yes, plenty! I can list them..
00:50, 12 Mar – Arjun: Won’t you ask what it is?
00:50, 12 Mar – Luxy: What is it da
00:50, 12 Mar – Arjun: No leave it
00:50, 12 Mar – Luxy: No temme
00:51, 12 Mar – Arjun: No please, I don’t wanna sound lecherous?
00:51, 12 Mar – Luxy: Eda maashe temme
00:53, 12 Mar – Arjun: Sorry to embarrass you, but it’s my honest complement!
00:56, 12 Mar – Arjun: You there?
00:56, 12 Mar – Arjun: Am I dead now?
00:57, 12 Mar – Arjun: Are you trying to break my heart again?
00:57, 12 Mar – Arjun: It’ll not break until you reply
01:02, 12 Mar – Arjun: Ok I think your phone’s dead!
01:14, 12 Mar – Luxy: Eda u should really learn to be patient!
01:14, 12 Mar – Arjun: You make me a patient when you don’t reply..
01:14, 12 Mar – Luxy: Friends came da.. that’s why..
01:16, 12 Mar – Luxy: And they were asking who am I chatting with 😛
01:16, 12 Mar – Arjun: Tell them it’s me. And tell them I love you.
01:16, 12 Mar – Luxy: I told her! Am happy u made my day.
01:16, 12 Mar – Arjun: Why am I not getting a reply that says “Me too”..
01:17, 12 Mar – Luxy: Poda 🙂
01:17, 12 Mar – Luxy: Omg. It is getting all real? Am I all that worth 🙂
01:17, 12 Mar – Arjun: Yes!
01:17, 12 Mar – Luxy: U maké me smile
01:18, 12 Mar – Luxy: You made me cry earlier. Now I smile.. I think I have fallen already..
01:19, 12 Mar – Arjun: It’s not you. But me, who fell for your beautiful trap.. (“I KIND OF LIKE THIS LINE. HAHAHAHAHA..”)
01:25, 12 Mar – Luxy: 🙂
01:25, 12 Mar – Luxy: I feel like crying..
01:26, 12 Mar – Arjun: I wish I’m there to hold in my arms..
01:27, 12 Mar – Luxy: No. I just wish I can still peek on you from my balcony thinkin that you didn’t notice me 🙂
01:27, 12 Mar – Luxy: Adolescent craziness literally
01:27, 12 Mar – Luxy: Am still crazy u know
01:28, 12 Mar – Luxy: A crazy gal ve always been
01:28, 12 Mar – Arjun: You still crazy on? what?
01:28, 12 Mar – Luxy: Lovely talking to ya.. its getting late..
01:28, 12 Mar – Luxy: Lol u know wat I meant 🙂
01:29, 12 Mar – Arjun: Yeah.
01:29, 12 Mar – Arjun: So when can I have a formal appointment with you? To propose something important?
01:31, 12 Mar – Luxy:  u mad fella.. im sure we’re meeting tmrw evening! 🙂
01:35, 12 Mar – Arjun: Yeah! Shld I bring you heart wrapped? Or my love packed?
01:35, 12 Mar – Luxy: Very funny 🙂
01:35, 12 Mar – Luxy: tmrw evening at 5.30 pm. At MG road café? I got classes at 6.30. so we shall meet for sometime there.. is is ok for you?
01:36, 12 Mar – Arjun: one fine hour with you. Is one decade of life for me. I’m okay.
01:35, 12 Mar – Luxy: pucca. Meet you there. Byee.
01:36, 12 Mar – Arjun: can I call you now?
01:35, 12 Mar – Luxy: I wish you can. But I don’t wanna wake up the other girls in the room..
01:36, 12 Mar – Arjun: It’s okay. I’ve waited four years for you. I can wait four more hours now.
01:36, 12 Mar – Arjun: Love you. Good night.
01:37, 12 Mar – Luxy: Good night darling! 🙂
Deeply in disgust, lost in trust, Shweta felt like her whole life has been faked, drama filled with untrustable people, unfuckable people, she lost all her mind. She felt like she has all legal rights now to kill Arjun now.

She is all in a mood for a wild revenge. SHADAAAARRR!! goes down to brittle shattered glasses the Retina HD display of Apple MacBook Air. She slammed her door hard, to get dressed in yellow jogging tracks..



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